Day 92, 93 & 94

It has been an eating binge these past days

It started off Friday with 2 donuts and a big gulp and ended today with Ricky's Mexican food
The good news is that it is over

Looking at the calendar and making some goals that need to be met
I want to loose at least 3 more pounds by the 25th
That would only be a pound a week so I think it is doable

Day 91

I have been on a binge today
Ate yummy Mexican at school today
Actually, I didn't eat too terribly much there
1 enchilada
1 serving of meat nachos
1 serving of Mexican cheesecake
So I could have eaten a hell of alot more

Did go back later and get a cup of cilantro and lime chips
They rock by the way

Snacked for dinner
1 rice pudding
some mini corn dogs

Then went to Rusty's

Now I am really full!

On top of all that, I really want a donut for breakfast!

Off to my mother's tomorrow
Will most likely not blog until I get home Sunday

Hope I make some wise choices this weekend and not going totally balls to the wall

Day 90

Isn't this amazing
90 days

I did ok today
But I sure wanted to stray again
I could have really gone for some junk food
But I stayed on track

Had to go to the dr. after my meeting so I stopped by McD's for a grilled chicken
They gave me a fried chicken
I fuckin hate that
It was only a 3 point difference
But tonight I was over by 4 so that grilled chicken sure would have been better
Stupid people

Going to my mother's this weekend and we plan to go camping
I bought me several 100 calorie snacks to take to hopefully control my eating
I seem to do a lot of that when I am at her house...

Day 88

Today was a very hard day at work
The kids were ape shit crazy
That damn cold front and the full moon has thrown them into overdrive

I got out on my break and got a route 44 coke at Sonic

Then to Mazzios buffet for dinner

But you know what, I am not that concerned about it
If I can loose 2 pounds last week
No big deal this week

Day 87

I lost 2 more pounds
I honestly don't know how the hell it happened!
I was going to be happy to just maintain the 25
It is a freakin miracle
I really needed it this week...the last couple of days have been hard emotionally
It has been hard not to eat because I am depressed

I had 2 people confuse me with my boss this morning
That is freaky
It is also very cool considering she is tall and slender

27 pounds!

Day 86

Still in a hell of a mood

We had fish for dinner but I am sick of baking it
So I did a version of frying
I just used 2 T of oil with 3 pieces
Battered it with cornmeal and egg beaters
It was good
The pan could have used a little more oil but I didn't want to go crazy

Day 85

Today was a rough day
It is very hard to figure out when you are PMSing or when you are just bitchy when you don't have a period
I can't figure out which one it is
On top of that I want to hurt my husband
So, just call me Downer Dawn today

I watched the Biggest Loser
It is misleading to see those people loose so much in 1 week
I had to keep reminding myself that they are at fat camp
They are doing nothing except training...no real life drama
It is neat to see them though...just with a careful eye

I tried the Carrot cake version of the 100 calorie Hostess cupcakes
Not as good as the chocolate and 2 points instead of one
I will be staying with my chocolate 1 pointers

Day 84

I did really good during the day

Took the kids to the fair tonight
And I didn't go hog wild!
About half way through the fair I figured out how to eat and enjoy without going crazy
Only buy things that the kids will eat too
Then I ended up sharing it between the 4 of us
So I never got a full serving of anything

I did plan to go all out if I found the fried Snickers
I have been wanting one of those 4 or 5 years!
I finally found the vendor right before we left and they were out of Snickers!
Isn't that the shits!
But it was meant to be...

Day 83

Ok, so I haven't been very good today

I had a very stressful morning and I turned to food
Went to Sonic for lunch
Had a large coke (instead of a route 44...good)
A grilled chicken with honey mustard (very good choice)
A regular order of tator tots (only ate 1/2 and was full...very good news)
So my lunch ended up being ok

Was very hungry at dinner time
We went to A &W/LJS
I had a piece of chicken and fish, 2 hush puppies, fries and 2 root beers
Not the best choice, but I didn't eat as much as I would have 3 months ago
I would have got one of the big platters before

When we got home I had 2-3 servings of wafer cookies

On the good side of all this food...my stomach doesn't seem to require as much food to get full
I have only used 5 of my 35 flex points for the week
So I will be ok for the week if I stay on track through the weekend

Day 82

I am addicted to the peanut butter Fiber One granola bars (9g of fiber)
I'm no that crazy about peanut butter but I love these!
I have to eat them every morning for breakfast

I can say that I didn't eat one this morning, instead I had 2 kashi blueberry waffles (6g of fiber)
They were very good and better than the plain
Both of my breakfast items are 3 points each

I tried another 100 calorie pack today that I loved
The chocolate animal cookies
They were really good and 2 points

Day 81

The scales read the same
But I am cool with that
25 is still unbelievable to me!

I stopped by 7-11 to get a coke tonight and it was very different
Those of you that don't know, I stopped by there a couple of days a week and got 2 donuts and a coke all last school year
I haven't been there to do that since I started on this journey
It was such a big step for me to go in there and not get a donut
I did look that way and smile but kept right on walking

Baby steps

Day 80

Stayed within my point range
I did eat 2 packages of the Hostess 100 cal cupcakes
But, the are only 1 point a package
So 2 whole points for all 6 and I got my sweet and chocolate fill

I found a pair of pants that I haven't been able to wear in awhile
They are very loud and colorful
But I don't care!
Just happy that I can fit back in them!

Going to weigh tomorrow

Day 79

25 freakin' pounds!
That sounds so wonderful!
I was a very happy woman this morning!

I made a yummy dinner tonight
I breaded chicken breast with Italian breadcrumbs, seasoning salt and Parmesan
Bought new potatoes and sliced them up and tossed them with 3T of light butter, Parmesan cheese and Lipton Savory Garlic and Herb mix
It was so hard not to eat all the left overs! I had to hurry and put them in the frig
Looking forward to having it again tomorrow night for dinner

Day 78

I am back on track now
In fact, I didn't have much to eat today
16 point total before I went to a sex toy party (Pure Romance is the name)
I did have 2 margaritas there (by the way, can you believe they are 5 points each!)
So as I go to bed I am ending the day at 26 points

I am going to get on the scales tomorrow morning
Hoping it says 25

Day 77

Yes, I'm late blogging
I ate so damn much yesterday that I had a belly ache and went to bed at 8

I did so well serving donuts at our Donuts for Dad breakfast at school
Didn't have a single one
Those that don't know me very well, it is my favorite food

But when it came to lunch I was so hungry and I wanted more than what I brought
So I went to Dara Marie's and had a breakfast casserole, coke and an iced sugar cookie
During the afternoon I had a fucking donut! Why in the hell were those things still there?
For dinner we went to Ricky's
There I had enchiladas, beans, chips and cheese, tortillas and of course a sopaipilla...can't forget the 2 cokes

That's why I went to bed early

Today will be better

Day 76

I have to say that I love when people notice that I have lost weight
And I love for them to tell me
I guess that is another part of the extrovert that I am
Also need all of the encouragement I can get!

I think I am at 25 or more but haven't weighed...just feeling it

I ordered from Domino's tonight
Needed some pizza man!
So I had pizza, coke, cheese bread and oreo pizza
But you know, I only had 2 pieces of pizza, 4 pieces of the cheese bread, 2 small cokes and 2 or 3 pieces of the oreo pizza
I know that sounds like a lot but I would have eaten a lot more 3 months ago
It was damn good too!

Back on the wagon tomorrow

Day 75

I have been thinking about trying on some jeans but putting it off
I finally did it last night
I am glad to say that I had 2 pair that were too big
Found 2 pair that fit really well
Wore a light khaki pair today...I felt very good!
When I was trying them on last night, Drayton looked at me and said "Hot momma"

Day 74

1 more pound!
I'm now at 24 pounds gone!
To say that I was happy this morning is an understatement!
I can possibly hit 25 by Saturday!

I have been a little hungry in the evenings lately
But I think it is due to not enough water
Just can't seem to drink enough while I am working
But I drink 2-3 bottles when I get home though
Just got to push that up during the day

Chloe has a tummy virus
I have been feeling a little queasy all day
Don't know if it is fear that I am going to come down with it or its the real thing
I hope not! I just can't miss work right now

Off to bed to get some rest

Day 73

Good evening
I am feeling so good!
It is amazing what happens when the weight starts to come off!

I seem to be going over in my points by 1-2 every day
But if I were exercising that wouldn't be a problem...
As I have said many times, I am not going to beat myself up over it!

As I am typing this out Dr. 90210 is coming on
I love this show!
As most of you know, I will be one of those patients next summer
My husband has promised me a boob lift after I loose 100 lbs.
But I have almost decided to get a tummy tuck instead
You can always buy a good bra (36F right now) but you don't have any anything to make the tummy any better
After 3 kids and 3 c-sections I have no elasticity left and it is so gross
Looking forward to next summer!

Can't wait to weigh tomorrow!

Day 72

I made a mistake,,
I'm sure you have noticed by now and I not figured out how to fix it
So we will just have 2 Day 70s

It is pretty wonderful!
Even my underwear are loose!
It seems like every time I put something on it fits differently
In fact my pile of clothes that are too big is getting bigger!

Made quesadilla with hamburger meat for dinner
Very yummy
But ya know, when you are watching what you eat it all taste damn good because you are so FREAKIN HUNGRY!

Day 70

Not much going on here today
Tyring to take it easy this weekend

I am back on track
Made good food choices today

Looking forward to weighing on Tuesday

Day 70

Yes, it is true
I did loose 3 more pounds
The scales weren't toying with me
23 pounds...hard to believe!

I have a good friend that is loosing weight also and has lost so much that she can now tuck in her shirts
I want to so bad
I tried this morning and it looked disgusting
I have this flab down low from 3 babies that is so gross
And I really want to show of my body and I can't
I am so jealous

We ended up at Ghetto Pizza tonight (aka-Cici's)
After seeing a to go cup in a friend's car I have been thinking about it ever since
Isn't that horrible!
So I gave into the temptation!

This next week has got to be on the straight and narrow

Day 69

I can't fucking believe it!
I stepped on the scale this morning and I have lost 3 pounds!
I was getting on the scale to scare myself...then bam!
I was really hoping to just break even this week and look 3 pounds
I am even afraid to get on the scale again because maybe it was wrong!?

23 pounds is 69 days!

Day 68

I am over on my points by 5
But looking back, did I really use all of my 35 flex points on Sunday?
I doubt it
So I am not going to kick myself over it

I didn't get my ass out of bed again today
I was very disappointed with myself
But after talking it out with a friend, I feel better about it
I am ready to go to bed around 9 then it is still hard to get up at 6
Plus, I am going non stop during the day
So, I am going to give myself a break with exercise for awhile
But I will be watching the scale very closely for any change

Day 67

Hello everybody!
I have to say that I have been a little down today because of my eating habits yesterday
Then I just couldn't get my ass out of bed to work out this morning

But leave it up to other people to bring you back up again
I had many people come up to me and comment on my weight loss and how good I looked
This is really what I needed today

I hardly ate anything today
Came home from a parent meeting and had pizza staring at me
But I was able to have 2 pieces and still stay in my point range

As for getting on the scale...I didn't
I will just wait until Saturday
I am down on myself enough already
I don't want to make it worse

Day 66

I didn't do so hot today
Everything was ok until my trip home from Muskogee
I was very tired and needed a snack and a big coke to wake me up
Instead of choosing something healthy, I choose almond M&M's and a 44oz coke
I have to admit they were pretty damn good

Then for dinner we went to Freddy's
There I had a double cheese burger, fries and a coke
On a side note, have you been there yet?
Their burgers and fries are so good
Both are very unusual
Not your normal burger and fry dinner

Thinking back over today I think I can blame this one on my cycle
I have been fighting a migraine all week and it is the end of the month

So I have my splurge out of me and I will be back on track tomorrow morning

Day 64 & 65

At my mother's for the long weekend
I haven't been going crazy but I also haven't been depriving myself
I have been paying attention to portions and servings
If I eat chips, I don't just grab the bag
I count out how many are a serving
I know I am over a bit for my points for the day
But I plan to not use my flex points this week
Plus, yesterday was my last day for last weeks flex points

My mom made a yummy cake
She used a chocolate cake mix but used applesauce instead of oil
Then poured FF carmel over the top and baked
Frosted with cool whip
I figured it to be around 5 points a slice
What a great mom!